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wat if? jos a fuckin risk tat u need to take!!

What If? there was no lie
Nothing wrong, nothing right
What if there was no time
And no reason or rhyme
What if you should decide
That you don't want me there by your side
That you don't want me there in your life

What if I got it wrong
And no poem, or song
Could put right what I got wrong
Or make you feel I belong
What if you should decide
That you don't want me there by your side
That you don't want me there in your life

Oooh, let's try
Let's take a breath, jump over the side
Oooh, that's right
How can you know it if you don't even try
Oooh, let's try

Every step that you take
Could be your biggest mistake
It could bend and it could break
Well that's the risk that you take
What if you should decide
That you don't want me there in your life
That you don't want me there by your side

Oooh, let's try
Let's take a breath, jump over the side
Oooh, let's try
How can you know it when you don't even try
Oooh, let's try

Oooh, let's try
Let's take a breath, jump over the side
Oooh, let's try
You know that darkness always turns into light
Oooh, let's try

double s-top in moment

careless whisper

a rush of blood to the head

Fom my WINDOW

Publish Post

From The Window Of My Room Lyrics

Now lately I've been findin myself, pourin my guts out
Expressin my thoughts, lettin my nuts out in the walls
of sleep, I can't keep it all in the hall clear
While others keep it inside for the pride they hold dear
Shoulda been, woulda been, coulda been the cops
Stop look and listen, you'll get a vision of hip-hop
Individuals lookin to the battle the shadows of man
See it all, be it all, you need a plan
It takes one man to understand this
Learn fuckin with a deadly gas, you get burned
From the window of my room, I shoot all stars
Every little bit you consume, the high cost
of living it's all given to you, don't lose it
Every man's given a tool, but don't use it

From the window of my room, I shoot all stars
Every little bit you consume, the high cost
Break free, you're selling your soul, for a fee
But all that shit ain't worth it, you burnin up see
the window of my room, I shoot all stars
Every little bit you consume, is high cost
Break free, you're selling your soul, for a fee
But all that shit ain't worth it, you burnin up see

From the window of my room, the gloom spreadin across
the land of milk and honey, no money to feed the boss
Funny the cost of life, cut clean blood streams
out the body, nobody wants you dreamin about shorty
No longer don't need a 40 to take away any pain
So punk me and I'll give you the world exact change
or quote me and you're never the same, I claim no one
I show none the weakness individuals go forth ya seek this
Wherever I roam is home to me
You Shogun, look at my enemies try to do me
The influential status, you know the baddest
Lookie here, show you what that is, bringin the madness
Sadness to those appealin to any conflict
Lookin out my window pane, I see you fallin
What are you a man or a mouse, the house light
shinin within, that's when you begin to live again

[Chorus]

From my window I can see
Humanity, goin insane G
Everybody want respect, but you gotta collect
Only hardcore vatos on the set
Don't get me wrong but some rhymes get twisted
There it goes, the pride, you missed it
I ain't upset with the motherfucker dissin
Find me in Watts when you wanna come hit me
Some shit ain't what it seems, in the land of dreams
Some sell their soul to get the cream
From the teens I don't sling or slang no crack
I'm known for bringin in funky ass raps
See those magazine crews and I'm a goner
Dull interviews with these damn primadonnas
Unlike some of these fools on the turf
Look like the real thing, but they soft like Nerfs
So unrehearsed that it shows in the product
Need to get the fuck out, before you get caught up

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mzam-"real xpress foroom" gonna available sooner in tagged. hosted by www.tagged.com. real talk, real shit, real joke real dramatic free speeches. so well dude get kickit n get knockout wit it. inspiration by SJK

Seven Son Searcher Backin History

It seems like every day's the same
and I'm left to discover on my own
It seems like everything is gray
and there's no color to behold
They say it's over and I'm fine again, yeah
Try to stay sober feels like I'm dying here

And I am aware now of how
everything's gonna be fine one day
Too late, I'm in hell I am prepared now,
seems everyone's gonna be fine
One day too late, just as well

I feel the dream in me expire
and there's no one left to blame it on
I hear you label me a liar
‘cause I can't seem to get this through
You say it's over, I can sigh again, yeah
Why try to stay sober when I'm dying here

And I am aware now of how
everything's gonna be fine one day
Too late, I'm in hell
I am prepared now,
seems everyone's gonna be fine
One day too late; just as well

And I'm not scared now.
I must assure you,
you're never gonna get away
And I'm not scared now.
And I'm not scared now. No…

I am aware now of how
everything's gonna be fine one day
Too late, I'm in hell
I am prepared now
seems everyone's gonna be fine
One day too late, just as well
I am prepared now,
seems everything's gonna be fine for me
For me; for myself.
For me, for me, for myself
For me, for me, for myself
I am prepared now for myself
I am prepared now, and I am fine again

The Origin of A Secret

they keep asking fo my real name "mzamreal" (MZ/AM/RE/AL)
yeah everything should contribute fo a meaning of couse
get pronoun thiz wit particularly M-ZAM-REAL nor M-ZAMRE-AL
M stands fo MUHAMMAD (light fo all of us)
ZAMRE fo COMPLETE BEAUTY
AL fo arabic letters "Aliff and Lam" meaning somthin opening fo a subject. fo me it is fully a secret :Aliff before 'ba' is hiding besides a word.it will be determined and to be completely a secret of living.

the very absolute idea fo this merging name is began when am at ages of 25 seeking the truth without any fake no joke to every lies that confronts of me of my eyes, my ears, my heart, and feeling? then am repeating asked to myself what is real?which are the real one?

here is somthin bout it n to be shared
1) MZAM -is reffering base to 4 characteristic of emotions that ar alive in ourselves. these 4 elements which that rules the nature in and out side world. the quite symbolic of 4 contains the briefing ideas of human steps.in humans journey through their living.this is also the elements of life
2) REAL -is according to the real world, real finishing towards the subject.get real no fake in establishing and implementing products towards the MZAM 's character itself.both can be to describe fo atitutelogist path and positive neurology ways to conduct an idea .

seeking fo God Bless instead of real struggle.real man.real conscious n mentality.n so so on get real fo life

here som links contact and catchup me real
www.tagged.com/mzamreal
www.friendster.com/mzamreal

Somthin Fo Ya

Illa hasratin nabiyisallallahualaihiwasalam wa ahlil kirom wa azhabul izom lahumul fatihah..
alfatihah kpd saidi Ahmad bin Idris, saidi Ibrahim ar Rashid, saidi Muhammad Dandarwi, Saidi Muhamad Saiddinil Linggi
alfatihah kpd syeikh hj Mohd Murtadza bin hj Ahmad, syeikh Mohd Faiz bin hj Ahmad da seluruh ahli keluarganya
alfatihah kpd ayahanda Mohd Zin bin Idris dan bondaku Roviah bte Yusoff
alfatihah kpd ahli keluarga dan saudara2 ku dan kaum muslimin muslimat
alfatihah kpd diriku...

"Allahuma firli zunubi waliwalhidaya warhamhuma kama rabbayani soghiro, wa li jami il muslimin nawal muslimat wal mukminin wal mukminat alahya min hom wal amwat"
Ya Allah kau bukakanlah segala pintu2 rahmat buat kami, kebaikan di dunia dan akhirat. Kau permudahkan lah jalan kami. tetapkan pendirian kami dalam mencari keredhaan mu.bukakanlah pintu2 rezeki kami dan berilah kelapangan buat kami dari ape jua halangan yg datang dan gangguan buat kami. tetapkanlah kami dan hidup dan mati ini hanya untuk mu. tiada daya upaya selain dari Mu. diri ini tak jua mampu tanpa keizinan mu. Aku yg berjalan dgn Kehendak mu jua.
mlm ni mlm 19 rmdhn. mlm2 ramdhn amat mmbawa makna buatku spnjg hidup ini. disini aku hadir mbawa coretan2 yg mungkin mgigatkan diriku ttg jln hidop ku sendiri. Demi Allah aku amat jahil utk mgetahui ape yg tersirat dan liku hidop yg ku lalui. aku terpesona dgn pandangan mata yg mungkin menjerat diriku hingga ku terduduk sejenak mencari jawapan. Ya Allah Ku pohonkan kebaikan dari mu. rahmat darimu hindari aku dari kecelaan dan tipu daya yg mnjauhkan ku darimu.aku lah yg hampa tanpa mu. kau kmbalikan semagat ku dgn anugerah cinta dan perasaan ini. Kaulah tujuaan hidop ku ini.kekalkanlah aku didalam golongan ini..hidop matiku kerana mu dan jadikanlah lakuaan ku ini adlh lakuaan mu.berikanlah petunjuk dan permudahkan segala urusanku mgikut kehendakmu kerana Engkau lah yg Maha berkuasa keatas semuanya.
mlm ni aku lepak degn mmber lame aku.hehe jd imam da sekarg.bgusnye.mcm2 hal aku borak dgn dia xsedar sampai pagi da.ahaks. alhamdulillah sedikit sebyk aku tenang dgn nasihat dan mgigat Tuhan jua dpt menenangkan jiwaku sendiri.yup zikir2.huhu.. td wa borak pasal biz n kje dia.nice kupasan n jawapan. aku ni still rock lg hiphop lg ape da nk jadi. flash back muhasabah balk yup da tua aku ni da 28 dah.wahhhh termenung lagi aku sat.cettt ape ade pada usia? klu da sampai ajal xkira tue ke muda mati je.aku pikir gitu simple.yg nk taw aku ni betol ke xbetol? hemm yg penting ape yg aku wat betol xsusahkn org laen.u noe bergantung n serah kt Allah je la.dia lg tahu ape yg aku xtahu n wat n mohon yg baek2.cakap benda baek2.wat kebaekan. then doa bebyk.
sedikit sebyk byk gak wa tukar haluan jln hidop wa.try bsbr.mohon n minta pd Allah.da xde sape dah yg tau slaen Dia.aku mati pon urusan Dia.aku tenang n terus pk yes semua ujian ini ade hikmah dsebaliknye. Allah mau aku lebih matang dgn itu dugaan terus ade dan semoga aku berjaya dgn semua aral yg dtg. stay calm n aku tenang.. alhamdulillah segala sesuatu pasti ade jln penyelesaian. Ya Allah bantu la aku. dari Kau ia dtg kepada Kau jua yg mampu menyelesaikannye. Aku sedar diku ku yg alpa terhadap mu.dan Aku pohonkan Keampuan dari Mu Ya Allah.. coretan ku malam ini ku coretkan resah gulana dan permintaan ku kpd Mu. Bicara dgn doa kpdmu. Coretan ini ku tujukan buat Mu.bia ade yg bace namun semoga ade nasihat yg dpt utk mereka ambil yg bermanafaat dlm mceri kredhaanmu. aku lah yg jahil dlm hidup ini.
zam..ko tau x rasuah tu camne? emhemmm.nape? ko tau kroni2 semua tu pon rasuah taw.bukan duit je dipanggil rasuah.penyalahguna kuasa juga rasuah zam..woittt wa pk..zazzz tu dia noh. teruk lor.tp yup tuhari aku mohon uitm xde pki kroni or cable maen gamble je.tp xdpt dgr yg masok semua org2 dia gak.ha3 lantak le jnji aku betol.so lepasni wa xpyh la pki org dlm recomendkan aku kt mps tu.gamble je la masok but sabarr...jgn terburu wat keputusan.fhmkn balik k! recomendation ok je? bukan kroni kan.penerangan difrentiate between kroni dgn recomendation kene fhm lor.melainkan confirm dapat mcm kes tender2 etc laen kes kne lobi sana cni dpt job then bg percent lg.gile.tu mmg rasuah la even dlm lobi bukan bentuk kewangan.coz confirm dpt dan itu pnyalah guna kuasa.org yg lebih berkelanyakan dapat dipinggirkan sebab agenda sesuatu kepentingan individu.that is karut n mgarut.perlu dijauhkan.recomend je xsure pon dapat lagi kan.so recomendation its ok la coz diorg pon xdpt ape kepentingan dari aku pon.bukan aku hulur percent pon kt diorg jus recomend je aku kje klu ade kekosongan.rite?so nti aku harus naek pjbt la hehe bukan org laen sedara gak.so yezz.he3.aku relax je, ade rezeki adalah.rezeki bukan di tagan manusia ape. rezeki di tangan Allah.so aku mohon kt dia je. Ade rezeki xkemana jgn lo risaw. lahir anak adam tu ade kan rezeki dia Allah da tentukn.pe nk risaw2 kn.carik je la.cargas2 smbil tu ikhlaskan diri.he3 mintax zam doa2 jgn putus asa :D...orait mama.he3 (malas nk gelak so sengih je! cover ckit, segan)
byk org rosak sekrg sbb ape? sbb jln arus xbetol.awat gitu.sbb jahil xreti xkuat xpendirian tpengaruh n nafsu la. so aku mintak yg baek Ya Allah.tunjukkan aku.slmatkn n hindarkan aku dri kesesatan n kejahilan ku. nk mintax kt org xmakna hampa je sbb dia pom makluk gak sama cam aku.dia pon mintax kat Allah ta'ala jgak xde hebatnye.bia la org xbetol jnji aku taw ape yg aku wat.yakin dgn ape yg aku lakukan. aku terpaksa buat jln utuk diriku sendiri. hati sendiri pon penat nk jage lantak la org.aku sakit ke pedih ke sengsara ke xde org nk tumpang rase taw kn.ape yg penting aku cut betol mgikut jln yg Allah kehendaki.jln tiada laen dari yg telah di syariatkn..wowww.. makin dalam aku masok n bukak.kne tutop dgn ape ni? wateva speak if there is the truth biarpon pahit.cakap terus selagi ade kebenaran.yess.
ko nk yg baek kn.yup sure la aku jahil tp nk yg baek gak.so latih lah diri cakap n wat benda baek2.yesss skli lg! motivation utk diri sendiri.bini xde lagi so bia la betol diri sendiri. huahaha.hermm.gelak2 hati lu camne? ok je pahit pon telan je la dude. bg aku tempoh sure clear... letih la nk pk benda yg xtaw jawapan.lebih baek tarik diri blah cari kat mne ade jawapan n blh wat.habis cerita.case closed!
nowsday aku dgn life yg aku ade.mula mgembangkan sayap pale aku utk somthin more valueable for thiz life tat i go through..put out som smile behind. apepon aku serah kan n abdikan rest of thiz life utk Mu Tuhan n mencari kebenaran pada diriku.mjlnkn ape yg Engkau kehendaki dgn harapan mengunung kepada mu ya Allah. jika benar kata2 ku benarkanlah dlmn ini. jika salah nescaya dtg dri kelemahan ku yg tiada daya lagi.bimbing aku jika A katamu.A jua kataku. A jua kata mereka.tiada sapa dpt mghalang.tiada yg dpt meghalang khendakmu Tuhan. tiada jalan utk mereka meragui tiap kata2 darimu. tiade seruang pon dpt mereka pertikaikan lagi. dan itu lah jalan Mu yg lurus. dan aku mencari n berhajat untuk berada dalam kebahagian sebegitu. kekal tetap n berhajat ku dlm golongan itu.golongan yg engkau kasihi.bahagia dgn setiap anugerah darimu. Alhamdulillah
bisakn mereka megerti dgn cara diplomasi jika ini cara utk ku dlm lembut ku dgn ketegasan. let it go zam. tgok kedudukan jemaah. dimana level ko then later as a husband? there is y am stand for.thiz wat i need to say.say it loud n wanna make it clear.y don buang yg keruh take the best shot?pure one yg jirnih.perbaeki dirimu sendiri.akan ku noktahkan semua ini jika bukan dtg kerana mu Jua.bukakanlah jalan buat kami. permudahkanlah, bantulah, lapangkan, fahamkanlah kami dgn tiap ilmu Mu, selamatkan, perkenankan lah tiap permohonan kami ini..dan muslimin muslimat yg membace post yg smpat d nukilkn ini :)
wassalallahualaihi wasalam walhamdulillahirobbil alamin.
amin

IV, III, II, I, 0

hi.em 1st i xpandai nk mgarang ting tong kt cni but mlm ni terigin pulk i nk menulis2 when mcm best korg posting articles mcm2. i xde ape cerita juz sje mgisi ruangan kosong kt blog ni.progressing eth smpi bile tah.awal mmg plan da tp brother ni banyak sgt sengal so wat aku fedup nk tgok barag2 dia. so myb aku akan bergerak sololist je:D.so skrg suppose blog clothings jd la blog curahan perasaan kjp. grrr teragak nk delete aku delete ler.
condition - hey zam pucat sgt muke ko ni.mkn ckit jgn degil.kne mkn telor ayam kg n madu ni.kasi bikin darah balik.tuhari 2 tabung kne derma tanpa rela.hermm masih igt g wajah dak nurse yg terkebil2 carik urat akuigt xigt la coz semua pki mask umpama zorro.aduh aik blh meggigil plk nurse ni. 1st time ke pe?tgok tag name dak pratical nursing nilai.abg xde darah la pada hal urat dia cucuk xkne tepat kt urat then blh plk godek2 urat aku guna jarum tu.naek panas aku tgok aku sabar da hilg kn so adik cucuk xkne tempat la.godek lagi watpe?cett rosak urat aku kang igt ade jual ke?dah mula sorg lagi, abg cucuk kt tangan sebelah pulak ea.darah xbyk la.xcukup ni.ouh no no.enough sebelah.u can have it but not fom both side k.t xmo pisang buah lagi.sekali lagi lak kang dia godek2 urat aku.cett!! gile! apsal hospital ni da training kasi la yg expert jge kan diorg ni.klu wat mistake sape lor nk teguq.rite? mlm ni mlm ke3 aku still demam.mcmni la kot diorg demam2 skrg ni rasenye. pale zazzzz jalan mcm nk berpusing2 dah.badan panas sbnrnye.pelik gak aku tetibe je ley demam.mlm tu baring2 sakit pale then terus denyut then terus panas badan.tp demam ni laen mcm gak la.aku jrg demam tp klu demam mmg terbaring le.sendi2 aku sengal2.pingg.tekak.aduh.tp kjp kang ok then tetibe panas balik.nampaknye demam ni berbalik2.mmm ubat uphomol da berbijik2 aku telan still mcm xde action je.skrg ni krp hujan. gerimis n da 2 mlm aku xke suraw wat tarawikh.ermm tarawikh kt rumah pon boleh ape tp sendirian ler.pale pening kn da xlarat nk jln pon da bebintang2. tp mlm td mmg aku xwat tarawikh pon aduh.tp tghari mmber 1 tarawikh call.zam kt mne? one drop sekotak ade? yup ade 45.then dia dtg capai.aku time ni still diawangan lagi.badan still panas n batok2.ermm aik demam ke.g la klinik beb.mmg la joe nk g klinik t ni klu xley bla kne gak la date ngn doktor. ko ni tetibe je demam.demam rindu ke ape? grrrr ni mcm kne fire lak.ade ke demam mcmtu joe? oi yob!demam rindu ker.mmm.. jgn demam h1n1 da le aku nk hidup lame lg klu blh.amalan aku dah la tunggang langang g.mudah2an sempat le aku kawin dulu timang anak2.didik mjdi anak yg soleh.sbb aku taw tulah saham aku klu aku da mati nti.anak yg soleh dpt saham tok aku.sedekah yg bpjgan.n ilmu yg bermanafaat. ermmmm lame gak aku borak2.yg utamanye aku suh dak ni adjust kje kt ctu.di ni kje mps(majlis) gov ler.aku da bkali dah adjust tp hampa but dia dpt.zam lu kne pki cable dude.xde cable susah maw dpt.dia knl org no 2 kt ctu.so nti lepas raya xslh ade kosong .juruteknik etc.t wa amik form lu fill in n thiz time u kne pki cable lor.henjut je la labu.aku tgok dia pon da senyum lebar ckit skrg.masyuk le tu.aku lg le nk pk mcm2 :D kne ade azam skrg kumpul duit(grrrrr) niat mesti kne baek.da kawin dah ade tgjwp.aku captain.nti kne bimbing asisstance.bile da de crew2 kapal kne bimbing gak.tajgwp semua captain nk kne tggug tu.klu xbtol aku le yg kne dipersalahkn so assistant kne gak la dgr captain ckp klu xbetol assistant kne tegur si captain ni.kkdg captain pon lalai gak yelah org baru jd captain.hehe.yg penting plyaran tu terus ke akhir hayat ini.sling myintai da membawa ke ahirat nanti.herm amin.mlm ni genap le aku 28 thn.td aku try call tp bjwp.rindu sbnrnye tp eth dia fhm rasa ke x.gelora didada.grrr. yup myb dia need more time tp i musykil.i xdpt jwpan? knpa? knpa dgn u? y u don put som respond so i can see my weaknesses etc.goshhhh!! am built thiz with trust on u. y? am not the best for u?is that watta u thinking?openup ur eyes openup ur mind(openup my mind too!!).i xkn menyesal coz dr awal i da bilang ape niat di hati i pasang.well there for GOD.huh.yeah u free to find then.perlukh aku stop disini.aku bertanya.aku masih berdiri nafas pon turun naek lagi.still alive kan so wat i nk claim tot tet. keep moving ahead.i keep bear in thiz mind gak..zam beware.aha? its free to judge on me dear. everyone should. i taw ape yg i pk. ape yg i lalu.ape yg i cari.ape yg i mahu. but everything com slowly somtimes am put an afford on it.i do but still am in sense with my famlies.i do wateva i can.but do they tried get into my situation so far?grr jus lead me towards the gloriness.i wish i can change..end for now. ouh Ramahdan kali ini sinarkan kebhagian buat ku dan kami semua. aku masih igt saat aku bersama org2 tersyg then pelahan2 pergi.alfatihah hadiah utk mu.ayahanda ku.doakn anak mu ini terus dgn perjuangannye.dan kita kan bersama nanti...

mzamreal 28 shall speak out loud!

Much to Lover ; words by "Maulana Jalaluddin Rumi"

...if you want to live, die in Love; die in Love if you want to remain alive
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This Marriage

May these vows and this marriage be blessed.
May it be sweet milk,
this marriage, like wine and halvah.
May this marriage offer fruit and shade
like the date palm.
May this marriage be full of laughter,
our every day a day in paradise.
May this marriage be a sign of compassion,
a seal of happiness here and hereafter.
May this marriage have a fair face and a good name,
an omen as welcomes the moon in a clear blue sky.
I am out of words to describe
how spirit mingles in this marriage.

...

A Star Without a Name

****

When a baby is taken from the wet nurse,

it easily forgets her

and starts eating solid food.

Seeds feed awhile on ground,

then lift up into the sun.

So you should taste the filtered light

and work your way toward wisdom

with no personal covering.

That's how you came here, like a star

without a name. Move across the night sky

with those anonymous lights.

...

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Mzamreal is comin iv

Mzamrealook~
Mzamrealone~
Mzamrealive~
Mzamrealove

Wat tis this?

confusing in wordo said
"u doin by yourself is much better than u do with me" (woat? meaning love is not about sharing?)
i said "ok.yes i noe am wrong jus put a stupid idea between us"
now who else get noe me better huh? noe me well. fuck me!
i shall put som respect for wat?shitting ya?well yea am wrong then.am fucking lost
now am the bad guy.. the worst one for all of ya' so fuck off.where my brain at?wanna take the time. i makeup and coming wit my decision. do i've own my pride for doing this. does am just fucking around without any love?oman wat a u tryin to think? Hope God leading this bad guy! rite? The bad guy with the fucking intension huh.no am not making a mistake with this intension coz am not losing nuthing as it been the good 1. wateva u think am! misunderstanding then take place.y? confusing coz u don noe who u dealing wit. so wat u wanna do? earlier i said it gonna be handle it carefully. be in trust cos am do it so..doubting is poison towards this. does am realize my mistake?sure i do still got this fucking limit who those am trying too b..thinking am playing game? am playing nothing! get noe then u got me.

To the one i do giving love.am not get into thiz coz i don give a fuck wit myself. am try get the best of me while am falling down. if its hurting u while then am bleeding why don u get me.i wont talk in mad man coz i wont giving shit. what do u noe me then? am trying to ignore this bullshit feeling coz i noe there a sunshine rising. God gave me live will i stand for living. Only u am putting the hard ways. Only u am seeking. wat else may i roam towards hapiness n gloriness

am remember my frens said "zam life is like playing a piano.white keys r happy moments n black keys a sad moments. but both keys a played together 2 give sweet music" is it? it does be like it?still i noe there must be a rules to keep the keys running to produce the sweet one. but the point is the one who will play that piano nicely..the there is a rule. the guidance.if there a mistake than take a lesson n practise. i wont giveup to reach wat life is wat love is.
but am thinking life is just get into ourselves and facing this worldly needs who dont really get into u.mybe it does but not the perfect one.so do i, am trying to fix this wat the fuck else should i do? pick it up wateva and make it as long as we can.cruelworld (inout) then am getting tough dealing too.struggling and get to stay strong.make a shelter to keep we safe.am try to feel ya coz i want it to. Does love functioning like such a crap? funky shit? stories n telling such as dumbass? surely nop cos i believe it is a fundamental part of live.well i keep on moving ahead.. so getoff who don get in believing.no trust no hope.no compromising shit.
now am b true talking shit n dig it.sucking too much, and am stayout and watching

Then shall i bring it on?stand up. am bringin my set.
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