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Purple Haze #7 In the end

 In memories /12/03/2017

Purple Haze #8 Wind Turns Cold

Here Is Miracle

Assalamualaikum dan salam sejahtera buat teman2 yg sy kasihi..

Selawat dan salam kepada junjungan besar Rasulullah SAW..

dengan harapan semua dalam keadaan sihat selalu. dah lama sy tinggalkan blog ni hanging begitu berikutan pelbagai kesibukan dan kekangan masa juga dilemma yg bertahun tahun but u know masa terus berlalu spt pepatah selagi nyawa dikandung badan selagi masih ntaya disini sebelum kembali ke kg halaman.

Semenjak perpindahan ibuku pada tanggal 28/11/2017 yg lalu..aku terkesima. Aku tenggelam dlm perasaan diri sendiri. kesedaran yang aku akan turut sama mengikut mereka berpindah dari alam yang nyata ini. Dan ini lah kenyataan. Kesunyian sering menemaniku dimana juga. Pepatah mengatakan 'hidup menumpang, mati mengikut'..begitulah keadaannya..

Pelbagai rasa dan pengalaman baik suka dan duka aku lalui yg tidak pernah aku rasakan dan ku duga sebelum ini terjadi satu demi satu. Cuma aku fikirkan aku perlu perkemaskan dan persiapkan diriku kerna saatnya akan sampai juga dan itulah rahsia yg aku sendiri tidak mengetahui tentangnya.

Dalam pencarian diri sendiri..umpama lembaran buku satu persatu..aku kian mengerti..mengerti dalam sedar yg tiada apa. Pencarian telah tamat bila aku bertemu kematian ini. Dan kehidupan yg abadi membuka seluas luasnya..Syukur Alhamdulillah kepada Dia yang mengkehendaki segalanya. Aku terkesima lagi kerana dalam itu ada dalam dan dalam itu penuh dengan rahsianya. Bagaimana akan difahami kerana rasa dan kefahaman itu tanpa huruf dan kata2.

Namun bahagia bila mngetahui hakikat sebenarnya. Aku teringat pesan Armahum Tok kenali pernah berkata. " Jangan sampai terlihat adanya diri " amat besar maknanya sebagai kunci kepada erti kehidupan yg sebenar dan hakiki. Setiap insan perlu membunuh sapi betina yang menjadi berhala sekian lama pada dirimu sendiri..seperti yg dirakamkan di dalam AlQuran mengenainya. Bunuhlah nafsu keakuan dan kembali berserah diri k epada yang Haq setelah kau mengetahui Rahsia itu.

Dan perjalanan hidup ini tidaklah terhenti hanya disitu..kita memegang amanahNya dan pastinya harus kita berserah diri total kepadanya. itu la cari org2 yg beriman..dengar dan taat. kehidupan sebenar dengan berlapang dada. 

Sekian gumpal kata yang dapat aku paparkan setakat ini. mybe ada masa aku menulis lagi..kerana kiamat sedang bermula..

Salam Ramadahan 5 1441H. 

Mzamreal :)

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Mahukah aku ceritakan Sebuah Rahsia? Jawapan bagi alam dan kehidupan

Thy falling angel #In the shadows

Purple Haze #11 Dear love of mine

I'm sitting down. Sitting down in my home. Dear love of mine. Please come here alone.
How many nights? We were burning so. Dear love of mine, please don't go so slow.

Its midnight now
Shes on the phone. You don't know why but we're like a stone. Cold, different, changed
Once she loved you so. She will hate you now. When it's time to go

And now she is gone
Sit back and close the door. She said now Im done. And now shes with someone
Now where shes gone .There no turn back (unclear lyric)
And now all alone. Drinking on my own

Source: Musixmatch

Songwriters: Daniel Spaleniak

2 Kalimah

CREDIT TO LAKSAMANA SUNAN

postedBY LAKSAMANA SUNAN AT 8:42 AM FRIDAY, APRIL 30, 2010

Mengucap Dua Kalimah Syahadah

RUKUN SHAHADAH EMPAT PERKARA
1. Mengisbatkan Zatullah
2. Mengisbatkan Sifatullah
3. Mengisbatkan Af'al Allah.
4. Menetapkan kebenaran Rasulullah

SYARAT SAH SHAHADAH EMPAT PERKARA
1. Diikrarkan
2. Diiktiqadkan
3. Diiktirafkan
4. Diamalkan

FARDHU SHAHADAH DUA PERKARA.
1. Ikrar dengan lidah
2. Tasdiq dengan hati

BINASA SHAHADAH EMPAT PERKARA.
1. Menduakan Allah.
2. Syak dalam hatinya.
3. Menyangkal dirinya dijadikan oleh Allah.
4. Tiada mengisbatkan Zatullah.

Firman ALLAH SWT:

يَا أَيُّهَا الَّذِينَ آمَنُواْ اتَّقُواْ اللّهَ حَقَّ تُقَاتِهِ وَلاَ تَمُوتُنَّ إِلاَّ وَأَنتُم مُّسْلِمُونَ

“Hai orang-orang yang beriman, bertakwalah kepada Allah sebenar-benar takwa kepada-Nya; dan janganlah sekali-kali mati melainkan kamu dalam keadaan beragama Islam.” (QS. Ali Imran, 3: 102).

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Now n losing myself

Wish one day that u will see this and feel me. One day either am still alive or dead! Wish that i could help u n be with u for the rest of my life. I wont let u go.am not.am keepon fighting for u.. jus don let me babe..never..

If i got a chance to be with u once again..

where A U?

CALM!

Aku baru balik dari kota damansara..ku langkahkan kaki biarpon terlalu berat fikiran ini. 1 1 hadir menduga. aku ambil counter dan nekad untuk melupakan dirimu. 16641. dari 7 ptg td aku mulakan kerna tidak mahu lagi merindukan dirimu yang masih penuh tanda tanya. aku sudah lalui semua ini sekarang berulang kembali. focus pada kerja pasti terganggu namun ubat nya telah aku temui. arif,amin bob dtg menemani tp hati dan fikiran masih terbayangi dan memikirkan diri ini dan dirimu. dimana n bagaimana..masih terbayang kerhadiran senyuman di wajah itu. nekad aku tiada bicara.hati terus meminta dgn 1 matlamat rindu ini tiada lagi. aku yakin dan percaya terserah pada yang esa. bagaimana penah aku bunuh cinta lamaku sekarang aku bunuh hati ini dari terus merindu. sepanjang perjalanan aku berdiam diri dihati hanya menyebut namamu.. Ya Allah kau sahaja matlamat aku.tiada makluk yang dapat menganggu hati ku.. 15k aku tiba di riuhan haruk pikuk penjaja. aku berjalan namun hati tetap seperti lajunya jejari ini menekan counter..aku berhenti 3 helai baju aku beli skrg aku semakin tenang..aku tau hatiku mulai terubat. sesungguhnya menyebut namamu adalah ubat yang mujarab untuk ku.. FB nya tlh aku padam dari senarai..pasti aku tidak dpt tahu lagi dan cepat aku melupakan dirimu walaupun segalanya terlalu pantas tp syg padamu bagaimanakan terpadam sebagai manusia punya hati perasaan.. segala yang aku lakukan disaat ini adalah untuk diriku dan dirinya.. biarkan segalanya hadir dengan sendiri..pasti jika itu kemahuan illahi. Ja..disaat ini msg darimu ku terima lagi tp fahamilah jika perjalanan antara kita berbeza bagaimana kitakan bersama.. sayang aku cuba. aku tdak megalah memberi peluang agar kau berubah dan memahami.. hubungan lebih bernilai dari harta benda dunia. pasti dapat kita cari ganti tp hati dan rasa?? penahkah kita cuba menghargainya... kenapa aku masih disini?

Text for Myself

Kasih sayang yang suci akan kekal abadi selama lamanya walaupon kita tiada lagi. Terpisah sementara kita didunia..kasih yang suci murni bertaut kerana Allah pasti bertemu juga pada akhirnya. saat ini kau mengetahui sayang itu tiada berubah jika dasar ini menjadi benteng antara kita. amat kuat dan teguh. saat ini kau tahu aku myangi dirimu walau kau tiada dengan ku tp rase tetap hidup dan segar. tiada ragu2. selebihnya Allah lah yang maha mengetahui..

Adk aku rakamkan disini sementara ia masih segar dlm memori..adk kadang2 abg fikir abg bukan yang terbaek seperti permohonan adk untuk abg penuhi segalanya..tp abg berhajat untuk mencuba melengkapi antara ruang yang ada. kau umpama kain putih walaupon hitam pada zahirnya. abg dapat rasakan indah dan murni sebalik hatimu..dan abg senang untuk bersama. mudah untuk abg bersamamu. senang diri melihat dirimu..abg suka melihat adik tersenyum dan gembira namun pada masa yang sama abg xmahu adik susah bersedih apatah lagi melihat adk dgn lelaki yg laen..disudut hati cemburu pasti terbit namun xperlu abg  nyatakan kerna adk pn pasti dpt merasai ape yg terdetik dari wajah ini. maafkan jika terus namun biarla pahit  ini ditelan sementara dari pahit yg tiada hujung di saat akhirnya

Abg xmngerti knp hati ini begini dapat merasai kasih syg bila bersama. xabg sangka hati akan tergerak lagi. dimana dan apakah sebabnya.namun abg cuba tetapkan dtg kerana kejujuran dan keikhlasan. biar hati ini myangi atas niat yang murni. tiada penghalang kecuali yang maha kuasa. satu pohon di sudut hati ini memohon dan berharap perasaan yang hadir gerak rasa yg terbit Allah kurniakan segalanya ada kebaekn n hikmahnya antara kita.la haulawalakuawailla billah.tiada daya ku menolak rase yg hadir dlm ht. Jika semua ini bukan kerana takdir yang menemukan janganlah kita bertemu lagi.. tiada yang paling pedih dari sebuah rase dan sebuah percintaan yang xkesampaian..

Date: Tuesday, ‎August ‎14, ‎2012 Time: 4.40AM

Now am stuck here.again. mind playing...LOVE?

am getting old. i can feel it, mind and the road still hard am get into.. my language getting worst.my feeling falling apart. my desire getting high!

Where A U?

From years by years days by days waiting..some people said the day will never comes. there is no the right day for u..just make it as soon as possible u can bro.. yeah am totally fucking noe that by am stuck mind still believe that There Will Be The Great Day before i died. Am already goes to far from this where am started. am try to get back n i noe i did. but the feeling change. i lost my self. i lost everthing i own i believe that i am before. Life here is so pushing me away.

One by one come into my life. try to get into my heart. trying to noeing and breaking..i let it be am wanna feeling once more..i believe am already dead heartless so how come? days by days searching..trying. get patient n passing another level. every level got it own advantures.. so trill went u get into. again am stuck in feel suddenly..don noe how..it so pure so naive. I seem not to believe but look at me am totally damn to feel and take this away. To GOD my feeling.. To GOD am giving my soul.. To GOD i left my life...

Ramadhan seem to be going in this 2012.. just 1 month i feel u. i wish i change..i wish u can help me to change n complete me. i wish i can loving u.. i hope the day will come a day am being with GOD want me to.. Nad.. there somthing about am thinking about. i could not talk.i put away u feel n change me.. the way am thinking the way am dreaming... wish u here the one and the choosen one..end!

Wat am doin?

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wat if? jos a fuckin risk tat u need to take!!

What If? there was no lie
Nothing wrong, nothing right
What if there was no time
And no reason or rhyme
What if you should decide
That you don't want me there by your side
That you don't want me there in your life

What if I got it wrong
And no poem, or song
Could put right what I got wrong
Or make you feel I belong
What if you should decide
That you don't want me there by your side
That you don't want me there in your life

Oooh, let's try
Let's take a breath, jump over the side
Oooh, that's right
How can you know it if you don't even try
Oooh, let's try

Every step that you take
Could be your biggest mistake
It could bend and it could break
Well that's the risk that you take
What if you should decide
That you don't want me there in your life
That you don't want me there by your side

Oooh, let's try
Let's take a breath, jump over the side
Oooh, let's try
How can you know it when you don't even try
Oooh, let's try

Oooh, let's try
Let's take a breath, jump over the side
Oooh, let's try
You know that darkness always turns into light
Oooh, let's try

double s-top in moment

careless whisper

a rush of blood to the head

Fom my WINDOW

Publish Post

From The Window Of My Room Lyrics

Now lately I've been findin myself, pourin my guts out
Expressin my thoughts, lettin my nuts out in the walls
of sleep, I can't keep it all in the hall clear
While others keep it inside for the pride they hold dear
Shoulda been, woulda been, coulda been the cops
Stop look and listen, you'll get a vision of hip-hop
Individuals lookin to the battle the shadows of man
See it all, be it all, you need a plan
It takes one man to understand this
Learn fuckin with a deadly gas, you get burned
From the window of my room, I shoot all stars
Every little bit you consume, the high cost
of living it's all given to you, don't lose it
Every man's given a tool, but don't use it

From the window of my room, I shoot all stars
Every little bit you consume, the high cost
Break free, you're selling your soul, for a fee
But all that shit ain't worth it, you burnin up see
the window of my room, I shoot all stars
Every little bit you consume, is high cost
Break free, you're selling your soul, for a fee
But all that shit ain't worth it, you burnin up see

From the window of my room, the gloom spreadin across
the land of milk and honey, no money to feed the boss
Funny the cost of life, cut clean blood streams
out the body, nobody wants you dreamin about shorty
No longer don't need a 40 to take away any pain
So punk me and I'll give you the world exact change
or quote me and you're never the same, I claim no one
I show none the weakness individuals go forth ya seek this
Wherever I roam is home to me
You Shogun, look at my enemies try to do me
The influential status, you know the baddest
Lookie here, show you what that is, bringin the madness
Sadness to those appealin to any conflict
Lookin out my window pane, I see you fallin
What are you a man or a mouse, the house light
shinin within, that's when you begin to live again

[Chorus]

From my window I can see
Humanity, goin insane G
Everybody want respect, but you gotta collect
Only hardcore vatos on the set
Don't get me wrong but some rhymes get twisted
There it goes, the pride, you missed it
I ain't upset with the motherfucker dissin
Find me in Watts when you wanna come hit me
Some shit ain't what it seems, in the land of dreams
Some sell their soul to get the cream
From the teens I don't sling or slang no crack
I'm known for bringin in funky ass raps
See those magazine crews and I'm a goner
Dull interviews with these damn primadonnas
Unlike some of these fools on the turf
Look like the real thing, but they soft like Nerfs
So unrehearsed that it shows in the product
Need to get the fuck out, before you get caught up

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Does Itsover?

Seven For da Southland. keep moving ahead!! Fight and fuck ur own fear. Grooving these Dark City, Dark Money Makers, Dark of Angles fo Southsiders All the Way

Wat tat Funky News Upcomin?

mzam-"real xpress foroom" gonna available sooner in tagged. hosted by www.tagged.com. real talk, real shit, real joke real dramatic free speeches. so well dude get kickit n get knockout wit it. inspiration by SJK

Seven Son Searcher Backin History

It seems like every day's the same
and I'm left to discover on my own
It seems like everything is gray
and there's no color to behold
They say it's over and I'm fine again, yeah
Try to stay sober feels like I'm dying here

And I am aware now of how
everything's gonna be fine one day
Too late, I'm in hell I am prepared now,
seems everyone's gonna be fine
One day too late, just as well

I feel the dream in me expire
and there's no one left to blame it on
I hear you label me a liar
‘cause I can't seem to get this through
You say it's over, I can sigh again, yeah
Why try to stay sober when I'm dying here

And I am aware now of how
everything's gonna be fine one day
Too late, I'm in hell
I am prepared now,
seems everyone's gonna be fine
One day too late; just as well

And I'm not scared now.
I must assure you,
you're never gonna get away
And I'm not scared now.
And I'm not scared now. No…

I am aware now of how
everything's gonna be fine one day
Too late, I'm in hell
I am prepared now
seems everyone's gonna be fine
One day too late, just as well
I am prepared now,
seems everything's gonna be fine for me
For me; for myself.
For me, for me, for myself
For me, for me, for myself
I am prepared now for myself
I am prepared now, and I am fine again

The Origin of A Secret

they keep asking fo my real name "mzamreal" (MZ/AM/RE/AL)
yeah everything should contribute fo a meaning of couse
get pronoun thiz wit particularly M-ZAM-REAL nor M-ZAMRE-AL
M stands fo MUHAMMAD (light fo all of us)
ZAMRE fo COMPLETE BEAUTY
AL fo arabic letters "Aliff and Lam" meaning somthin opening fo a subject. fo me it is fully a secret :Aliff before 'ba' is hiding besides a word.it will be determined and to be completely a secret of living.

the very absolute idea fo this merging name is began when am at ages of 25 seeking the truth without any fake no joke to every lies that confronts of me of my eyes, my ears, my heart, and feeling? then am repeating asked to myself what is real?which are the real one?

here is somthin bout it n to be shared
1) MZAM -is reffering base to 4 characteristic of emotions that ar alive in ourselves. these 4 elements which that rules the nature in and out side world. the quite symbolic of 4 contains the briefing ideas of human steps.in humans journey through their living.this is also the elements of life
2) REAL -is according to the real world, real finishing towards the subject.get real no fake in establishing and implementing products towards the MZAM 's character itself.both can be to describe fo atitutelogist path and positive neurology ways to conduct an idea .

seeking fo God Bless instead of real struggle.real man.real conscious n mentality.n so so on get real fo life

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www.tagged.com/mzamreal
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